bRenUrgEz

tiLL this very dAe..

i'M stiLL fRontin...aLwaes puTTin oN a fRont....chIrpy n smiLey...lIke the wOrld is jUZ a pLaygRound...

wIthdrAwin...aVoidin...jus wAtever it taKEz me to fEEl sAfe beINg aLone thAn bEing cLOse... ...

jUz ya wOrds of "i duN waNNa hoLD u BAck..."

sEEkin the eAsiest wAe out....thAt's wHY...no eFFort...nOne tAken to reaLLy TRy tO makE it all wORk...it was reaLLy tHAt fluFFY ...

jUz a liL whiLe bEf thE reaLity cAme poUndin ....jUz wHEn i tHot tHe trUth...stuMbLin?

nOpe..

lOVe...isloAted bY the vEry fAct tHAt it lOAthe the cOMpany oF dOubt...lUst...deSire...tRuSt...

and tHEn ......loVe wAS nEver bAse uPon thE iDea of sAnity..

fRee tHat inSanitY'

sAyin...uNderStandiN.. eXpLanAtion...stiLL...

tT luV wAS tRue...

lOve wAs iNdEEd bEautiFul..

bUt tHen..

tHEy tUrn oUt tO be hUrt...

and hideOus...

aLL tHAt wAs the initial...blInded yA fRom thE hideOuz...fRom da hUrt...

先  甜  后 哭 。。。后 悲。。。后来的一切。。只有泪水明了。。

as mUCh as lOVe is tO bEautIFul...

i am stiL sEarchin fOR tHat beaUtifUL lOVe

thOse ThAt i tHot wEre...tHose that i wAs fOrCin a smiLe tO..

nEver tHose i wAnna haVE no mOre...

iF i sEt a tIme to it...i'M siMply faLLin in lOVe with the pUrsuIt raTher tHan taT beautifUl soMEone...

beaUtifuL dOEsnt mean haPPily eVer aFter...u siMply sTop the pursuit...

眼泪。。不是解药。。只是麻木了一会。。深呼吸过后， 一切又再来。。。都很承重。。一路上一点一滴。。。慢慢的放开。。。虽说时间流失了。。我并不以为然。。只想记得我曾经拥有过幸福。。那一段幸福虽画上了句点， 但更幸福的在等着我。。

said tt for 3 weeks....holdin back..breathin deep...but they jus flo'

as much as i tRy to behave, and believe that it doesnt matter...tt i will be fine...that i can do it.... the crack is stil there....and alwaes wil bE

mutual understandin...perhapz tt's a more subtle wae of callin it quitz...

oNe aFter anOtHer...jUz wHen i tHot "tHat's what i've been livin for all these while...", it became nUthin bUt buBBlez...bUrst

jus liKe tHAt... vAnish....

wHich is wHy...a cRossrOad... aNd a child nOt kNowin wHich wAe to taKe...

mami & paPi...tHey stIl hOld hands wHile out sTroLLin...

eVerlAsting lOVe.... ...

cAn i hAVe tHat...?

nO maTTer hOw hArd i try....

i sEE it mOVin it fUrther n fUrthEr aWae fRoM me...